It's a split!

It's a fucking split
My mind is happy
My heart sobbing
My mind says yes
My heart cries no

I know you're good
I know you care
But for the love of society
My heart won't dare

My mind says accept
Heart wants to hold
My mind takes over
Heart gotta mold

My mind says it's apt
My mind likes the balance
Heart fucks me more
It tries and looses the challenge

My body screams for love
My heart chants your name
Mind shuns that thought
If takes it's walk of shame

My mind agrees to "right"
It wins and makes "them" happy
Heart sobs in the corner
By itself it stays snappy

It's a fucking split
It splits m|e head to toe
I wanted love for life
They made me into your foe

I must now bandage m|e everyday
I have to try to glue!
For this split pains and drains me
It makes them happy but kills m|e in lieu..