WHERE I BELONG TO YOU...

I feel alone the whole day,
      I have little to do..
I have less people to talk to,
      I have nowhere to go..

But I enjail myself
      willingly in this blue..
For that's where
      I belong to you..

I crash,
      I cry..
Minute by minute
      I feel like I die..

I crunch,
      I scream..
You're distant my love
      & us is a dream..

I sleep with the blanket
      & I talk to the walls..
Waiting seems endless
      & I feed on your calls..

I cuddle your pillow
      & I embrace your drawer..
Every night m a soldier
      & alone I fight a war..

I burn in the cold
      & m cold in the heat..
it's like ditching my own heart
      & being my own cheat..

For I tell my heart you're close
      I tell you're in those sheets..
the lie tries to keep me alive
      & thus my heart still beats..

I howl, I cry,
      I sob & I beat..
for my waiting leads me
      to endless defeat..

But I enjail myself
      willingly in this blue..
For that's where
      I belong to you..